yay..u make me sick!

some people asked me

why I chose to stay far away from my parents

and how dare they question the love that I have for my family

hey big "L" on forehead!!

I DO love my family

Yes, I choose to stay far away from my hometown, my siblings and most importantly my parents

I have my own reasons...

I used to be the stubborn headed girl

I used to be a rebel

I used to be a pain in the ass

I used to "dislike" (hate is a very strong word) my parents

that's why I choose be like this

living in other people's place

It's like a life lesson or punishment to me

that I create for myself

so that I will learn the value of family

so that I will miss them in every breath that I take

so that I will be eager driving back for 5 hours to Kuantan just to meet them

to see my parents' loving eyes

to see my sister's stony face

to listen to my brothers' not-so-evil laugh

to hold my naughty naughty nephews

so stop questioning me for god's sake...

just because I say I love living in other places except my hometown

doesn't mean I hate staying at my home town

I am NOT you

you just don't know me

so ficken off!!